Its been 1 week since she left, (my partner) but it feels like forever. Our 8 yr old and I kind of wander thru life now..still in shock I guess. We were supposed to be a family forever. She needed space and time to be on her own, for whatever that means. I love her enough to stop protesting and let her go for now. Not forever. 32, and I found the woman I am supposed to be with. Can't just let that go! But this time apart is killing me! Dc gave meds to relieve anxiety and sad, but I just cannot re focus. I know in my heart we are meant, but if for some reason she doesn't agree..I need to gain strength to go on without her. Just want others to talk to about this. I can't be the only one..:(
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