I am sitting here getting angrier by the second. Why did he do this to me? I wasn't a horrible wife. I had my issues but i am not the one who said mean things intentionally to hurt him. I am not the one who cheated multiple times. I am not the one who told him over and over that I didn't care what he thought. OH NO! I was the one who stayed with him. Took him back again and again. I am the one who let him go "find himself" over and over. I am the fucking stupid bitch that allowed him to stay when i questioned if he loved me. I am such a retard to think that i could make things work. I though he would honor his vows. I was wrong. I am mad at him but i am mad at me too. I should have figured it out.
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