I am so sick and tired of this whole thing already. It has been 8 months today that he left. We reconciled once only for him to leave again. I try to be nice to him because he is so sad and cries. He says he doesn't want a divorce, he still loves me. I do not get the whole thing. I do believe he is hurting very badly, I think he still does care but what am I supposed to do? If I give up completely I can almost bet you he will be back, if I stay in hopes of something he continues to stay away, but visits when he is hurting because I am familiar to him after 30 years. The whole thing just has me disgusted. I am sick of thinking about it, being reminded of it every day. I am not sad I am just sick of all of it. I worry because of his state of mind and if he should give up working I will be screwed financially so I worry about that...........this whole process just stinks. I am sorry but I needed to vent. I just wonder how long does this go on? It gets better with time, I do not cry as much but how do I know that moving on is what I should do? (Thank God I am in therapy huh?)
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