Today is not starting out very well. I woke up this morning in our bed. I have not slept there since she left. And I don't know how I got there. I think I am sleep walking. She said she was comning over today to talk. I don't want to tell her no. Because I want and need to see her. I am shaking all over, heart is racing, and sweating all over. Meds don't seem to help.
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