I have said a few weeks ago that I was leaving DS and decided to stay for a little longer. My good friends I feel the need to move on and this site was great when I really needed support the most. I have found good people here and you all have been great. The truth is I need to find the answers for myself. I also feel a little out of place here bc I read so, many post that have hate for the ex's. I thought I hated mine but, I don't. I still love her the same as the day I married her. I guess I am stupid or something. I have also created goals for myself and DS was one of them. To beable to leave DS feeling good about myself. I do! I know that it wasn't me. The soon to be divorce has done something for me. Going thru the pain I realized that I can relate to people who feel the same. I have been busy with the support group that I have started in my home town. Helping people is what I want to do. This has given me a chance to help people that doesn't require a college degree but, showing them that you care. If any one wants to keep in touch my e-mail is firstname.lastname@example.org. This is my msn as well. Good luck and best wishes to all. Before I leave, I will e-mail all of my friends and let them know how much I will miss them if we don't talk outside this site.
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