Ok...so the man that I loved deeply for over four years left me for his ex girlfriend back in December. It has been so very heartbreaking for me. We never even got to talk about it and therefore I had no closure. Last night, she got on his computer and emailed me to let me know that they are getting married and that will be sealing the deal. Basically saying, "look! I won!". I can't believe he is doing this. I still love him with everything in me and he is going back to someone who left him in the first place for another man. She and my ex were never married, but did have 2 kids together, but left them all. I took over and mended his broken heart and did everything I could for his boys, probably as much as I did for my own son and this is how he repays me. My heart is in a million pieces. I'll never trust anyone again. I thought we were best friends as well as lovers. I don't know what to do without him.
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