I have been seperated from my wife for a little over 2 months now. I am so lonley physically (sexually) and emotionally since the seperation. My wife wants to see me stable but does not want anything to do with me beyond figuring out financial situations and making sure my son is affected as little as possible because of the seperation. Being Bi-polar I am hyper sexual to begin with so not being able to be with my wife is very difficult for me, porn is not the answer if fact it was part of the problem. I have been able to resist the temptation of porn so I am very happy about that. I have been taking care of myself with thoughts of my wife and I but I cry when I am masterbating and am getting little to no satifaction from it now. I do not want to cheat on my wife because that would end the marriage for sure (I still have hope of putting my marriage back together once I get stablizied). I am weakening and am afraid I will go out and submit to my lonliness. I am looking for any advice that may help me through these long lonely days and nights with using porn or another woman. My wife is not willing to be with me at this time and I don't know if she will ever want to be with me again. Thanks in advance for any advice.

Ron