Y'all thank you soooooo much for the concern of me dating too quickly. I do know that I have to be happy with me again before I can be with anyone. The alcoholic left me and I realize now that I really and truely did nothing but love him. He is sick and he made me think I was the one that was awful. I believe I will heal quickly over this. I found and old journal from 2000. That guy strung me along and I wrote it all down. I read every page and the feeling that I had then I have now. I got over that and I know I will get through this too. I am sooooo totally not going to date until I can wake up and go to sleep without thinking of Reid. The last time I saw him he looked puffy and bad and he was shaking. Therefore that was my last mental image of him and it also confirms my belief that he is dependent on alcohol. This site is one of the most helpful tools as well. I read everyones profile and journal and see what is happening to others. I know you can be happy and get through lifes lessons with help and trust in the Good Lord!! I AM NOT GOING TO DATE JUST YET. I AM ONLY LOOKING ON THE MATCH.COM JUST LOOKING I have seen a few familiar faces on there!!!!
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