I have no idea who decided to repost this. I realized after I did it that I was making a mistake. I have people on here who I thought of as my friends. I know there is a lot of judgement that gets passed, I am fine with how you want to view me. I really think I will be leaving this site. It is hurtful to me, I have judged myself to no end on this. I know I am not a good person, I realize I crossed lines. I am sorry for anyone who is hurt from this post. I do have a loving and kind heart, but I am stupid, I realize that so I don't need to be told again. Thank you for the kind posts that my friends have sent me. I really don't know why someone would go back to September to find this post, but it did what you wanted apparently.
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