I have been married 8 years to Kelly, separated several times in the past three years yet, I always go back to him despite the abuse I let myself go through. I feel as though I am insane. To make a long story short, I am a stay at home wife, my teen children are with me every other week and I have not been employed since March 18, 2004 - I was in a critical car wreck on that day, while on the job, a Food Sales route. I am still recovering from this traumatic event. I posted a paragraph in the ABUSE Group to get advice as well as this forum as I do not know what to do. I do know I cannot take this abuse anymore - the last episode prompted me to want to do this unthinkable to myself. Kelly, a former Sargeant with Brown County Sheriff's Dept.,(he was forced to retire early, FIRED, because of absences and the biggest one, being caught at a casino in Green Bay on the day he called in sick), has beeen married two times before, both marriages the wife left him because of his sick sexual addictions and verbal/physical abuse. I thought up until a few days ago, he says he loves me so much, like no other, so he would change for ME. What a comical thought...I would greatly appreciate ANY advice as to how to get out without financial support - has anyone done this or am I alone on this innertube in the middle of this Lake in Wisconsin?
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