I went to a birthday party today with the entire family of my STBX. The party was for a girl that I have always felt that my STBX has been attracted to, but I have never said anything about it because he has never done anything wrong (physically, she is what he has always found attractive in a woman, and he always listens so intently to her and smiles at everything she says). Maybe it is because I am not doing so well emotionally because of the divorce, but I was not very pleasant and it was obvious that something was bothering me. I feel like I was very rude and now I feel terrible and embarrassed about it. I want my husband back so badly, and he has been my best friend for years and we are trying to maintain a friendship. I am afraid I am ruining any chance of him wanting to be a part of my life. Do you think that he will forgive me for this?
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