My stbx talked a bit last night. Even though he moved out and is in another relationship I am finally realizing this is hard for him too. I want to be the victim, the only one that hurts. I know this isn't how it is. It doesn't make me feel better that he is hurting too, that he wishes he could love me again. I don't know why I am writing this, but things aren't black and white, there is nothing good about any of this. Matters of the heart are just so confussing and hard. Another layer of the onion????
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