But what's left? Sadness? I feel SO sad right now. I feel sad that my stbx is living the life I wanted to live with him, but he's doing it with someone else. He's having the closeness and intimacy wanted with him (and actually thought we had) but with someone else. He's feeling content and peaceful in a relationship ... but with someone else. It's like I just want to lay in bed and cry. I don't feel depressed so much as just sad. Is this what happens when you start to accept things as they are?
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