I've been in a 23 year abusive relationship (since I was 17) on both sides, physhcal & verbal on his end where I had addiction & Mental illness on mine. We either loved each other or hated each other. Now after many failed attempts we are finally divorcing. After 14 months appart with only attorney communication, I can't stop wanting him back. He's made it very clear he's done. Logically, I know It's over, but I'm miserable. I cry all the time, basically I'm lost. I've got no family, my friends think I'm nuts. Why can't I get over this, and know that this is the best thing to happen to me?
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