I am currently back living with my wife of 2 years..we have been together 6 years..We were seperated for about 6 weeks or so after I found out she had an affair..I kicked her out of the house and tried to move on..I was miserable..her relationship feel apart ina short few weeeks and she claims to have made the biggest mistake of her life..I love her deeply..and a tthe same time cannot help but look in her eyes sometimes and see nothing but her with someone else..it is destroying me inside..I have a few good days..TV shows,songs..anything and everything bring it all back to me like ripping open old wounds. Is it possible to move on from this..I am a very proud man..admittently so,and her former lover is lucky to be still breathing.but another 100 guys would step up and do the same thing..so I ask for wisdom.advice perhaps Is this possible..I dont want to love her..that would be the easy solution.We also have 2 children 6 and 14 so this only adds to the drama of the situation.Any advice??? HELP I am prone to depression at times and I am so there..mood swings off the charts.. It is a bad day today..Paul
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