I know he's camping right now with all his friends, and they've taken along their girlfriend's and girlfriend's friends... I can't stop thinking, what is he doing with these girls? Is he doing anything with them? Obviously I have no control over what he does, but how do I take my mind off this?! I wish it was morning already so I knew he was home. He's out having fun while I stay at home, exhausted from carrying our child. Just seems unfair and I want the insecurities about what he's up to to go away. It'd hurt so bad if I found out he'd been intimate with another.
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