Hi its me again....the schmuck that cheated. Anyone out there that has been cheated on and forgave and it worked ut or is there no such thing as forgiveness. In my book forgiveness is just that . A second chance at the way things were. if you are forgiven then thats when you start working your ass off and thank god for that second chance. but I think the reason it never works is because of the way everyone else does it. When I say that I mean people tell me they forgive but never forget. Well if it comes up in every discussion and is being used against you or everytime you hang up the phone and the " who was that " is the first thing out of her mouth am I really forgiven?. I am still living here with my wife and she tells me she loves me and kisses me before she goes to work, but on that same token tells me I am not forgiven and shows no compassion at all ...... not that I deserve it but how in the hell am I going to prove its never going to happen again or prove I have learned from my mistakes if I am going to constantly going to be on trial for the latter. If anyone can shed some light on this : I am going crazy i think.
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