am dreading Monday! I feel this is the beginning of the end of my life! I took off work that day and the next expecting to be fully devasted! I don't know what to do or expect! My husband says he will still be with me for a while because we both have to get things organized, pay bills, and try to save money. He says we'll be friends and keep in touch. I don't know if he means it or is just saying that to make me feel better! I don't know if that will happen. For all I know, he may leave me that day! I haven't been on my own since a teenager and that was for a short time. I am so very afraid! I am barely functioning on a daily basis. It's even affecting my job! If I lose my job, I'll be in the street! Please pray for God to give me the strength to get through this mentally, emotionally, physically, and financially! I have no friends or family to help me through this and I feel so alone!
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