I am in a terrible place today. Back at work (same place as my stbx). Up at 4am in a complete panic attack, sitting on the bathroom floor willing myself to get up and get ready. I arrive at work and he waltzes into the office like there is nothing going on. Actually sits down beside me. I started to just shake-my whole body was shaking. I don't understand the lack of compassion. Tonight is my daughter's homecoming, her last as she is a senior. We had agreed we would go together for her sake, but I just don't know how I will get through it without breaking down. The rollercoaster of emotions is too much to bear.
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