I am having a really hard day. My husband took off last night, out of town. We talked/fought all night on the phone. He called me at 2:30 am totally drunk and telling me something stupid! Then he calls back at 3:40 am, I never answered the phone. He was out partying with people who have no respect for me or our relationship. How can he go out and just party and have a great time with me home alone? I haven't heard a word from him today. He made it clear last week he wants a divorce. I have a counseling appointment for tomorrow. I invited him to come, but I don't think he will. The appointment will be good for me though. I can't eat, sleep, anything. I know chasing after them and calling is not good, so I refuse to call him. He tells me he loves me more than anything, he just doesn't trust me because I went out once with an old friend while we were separated (he moved out, not me for two months). How can I get through today? Tomorrow is back to work, so that keeps my mind occupied, it is just sitting in our home alone that is killing me today!
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