As of three weeks ago, two of which I have been moved out of the house, my boyfrind and I of 11 1/2 years split. I had a feeling some one else had caught his eye, and stupid me went through his phone(again) to confirm my worst fears. I know in my heart, that things like this, to what degree I am not really sure, have happened before, but I am having a really hard time moving on. I have seen pics of this girl, and to me she is much more beutiful than I could ever be and that makes it hurt even worse. To make matters worse, we have a 6 year old son together, and therefore I see him almost daily and he lives down the street from my familys house where I am staying. I have lost 7 lbs, I have no desire to eat, I walk exercise like crazy, I can't sleep with out taking a benedryl, and even that does not always help. Can anyone suggest how to move on even though I know it takes time. And how am I supposed to be civil after I know what has been going on???
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