been married for 14 years, had our finacial troubles and now she wants out. I guess I never seen it coming but I also knew something was wrong in our relationship. A year and a half ago she told me she was not sure she loved me. I moved out for six months to take on a good paying job out of state. reconciled found a job back home that paid better only three months later the tension was back now nine months later she wants completely out. maybe I am nieve but I deep down know that it is not a good situation. I am tired too. tired of not having a loving partner to share life with. Always thought we could work it out. Now I feel shaken. must move on have exepted the end but still hurts. the worse thing is I am still living in the house. seeing her and seeing nothing in her eyes bothers me.
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