I was mentally abusive to her and never cared to much about her feelings just mine? I am selfish but I love her a lot and not that we are separated just always have. I never show affection towards her. We have three children together. I drink, not all the time but I did, and I was an angry and flit drunk. I was a black-out drinker. I am currently going to church and getting help from AA. I put her though a lot and she can not ever forgive me. Do you think she will in due time or is there to much hurt. I have 2 DWI's pending. My life went for great to worst will it ever get better?
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