I sometimes feel as if I just want to get in my car and leave and never look back. But I think of my son and realize that he needs his mother right now. He saw and heard the fighting between us and it really affected him. He's with my sisters right now because of my work schedule and I have been at home alone. There is plenty to do around the house but I can't seem to get it together to do it. I just want to come home and go to bed. This is not me, but since this happened I can't seem to concentrate on anything. This has really affected my job, church and home. What can I do to get back to myself?
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