Sometimes l am so overwhelmed by everything he is putting me through. Two days ago l actually had to have the police come and escort him out because he was so out of control. Not that he did anything phsyical, he knows better than that, but you could see the look in the eyes. And it hurt to know that it's come to this. He had our kids so scaried listening to him, and his stupid threats about burning the car so l have nothing, closing the accounts so l have no money and if he has to quit his job to make sure l can't touch any of this money and me and the kids will loss the house. So when he was suppost to get the kids today l made other arrangements because they are too scaried and upset to see him. Now he says l'm withholding the kids. He just doesn't get it. He had the affair or is having the affair. Yet l'm being unreasonable by getting a lawyer to protect the interests of me and the kids. He has hurt me emotionally so much and yet there are moment when l break inside with the longing for him to hold me and say it was all a mistake. Yet l know l could never forgive what he is putting me and the kids through. How do you get past this. I pretend everywhere l go that things are fine and it's really starting to take it's toll on me. So if anyone has any advice that would be great.
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