I have been going online to dating sites, trying to move on with my life after end of 15 year marriage. so i've been doing this for a month or so. i met this guy recently and talked to him on the phone. but the whole time he was talking i kept thinking to myself, "i don't want a different voice, a different face, body. I want my husband back!!!!" i left him after a number of bad years. we were toxic to each other. but now, well ok since six months after i left him i was ready to give it another try. but he had moved in with another woman and her kids- he simply had nowhere else to go. yes i have asked him for 2nd chance- begged, pleaded. and his answer is no. this man has been my close sompanion for 20 years!!!! how in the hell am i supposed to stop feeling love for him and move on???? HOW???? not to mention that when i left i told him over and over it wasn't for good- that i just needed some space and time for myself. i thought he would respect that. now i am just so miserable. please help.
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