i am a member of the "families and friends of addicts" support group. my husbad and i have been seperated since july 3rd.he is a drug addict. we have a 17 month old daughter. i havnt filied for divorce or anything, im not ready yet. i guess i hope he will change. its so hard being without him! i feel like i cant breathe, it was 100% love at first sight. after our first date i told everyone i was gonna marry him. it may sound cheesy but, i had my fairy tale. how do you cope with losing the love of your life? sometimes it hurts so bad that it actually takes my breath away. im not trying to sound dramatic, im just heartbroken. how did my life end up here. our marriage wasnt supposed to end this way! im tired of crying myself to sleep at night. i just want him back so bad. one day he cries on the phone saying how much he loves me and wants me back, and then the next day he doesnt act like he doesnt miss me. how do i deal with this??
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