Everyday I wake up hoping that today I will feel happy and not miss my bf. Everything still reminds me of him and despite the fact that my life is pretty good otherwise, I can't stop thinking of him. It has only been 2 months since the breakup, but can anyone tell me how long I will feel this way or what I can do to move on with my life and start enjoying it again? People tell me to start a new hobby or go away on a vacation, but I just feel too sad to do it. I wonder if maybe I am the kind of person that can only be happy when I am in a relationship. What does that say about me? I feel weak and alone. Is this part of the grieving process?
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