My husband moved out months ago. I am trying to be nice mostly because of our 3 kids. But I am so angry. Angry at him for leaving, not loving me like he should, not realizing that he had someone who loved him so much and I guess for not appreciating what he had. Angry with myself for not letting go, for not realizing how unhappy he was, for not making him happy and after how he has treated me over the last few years for not being the one to have had enough. sorry just rambling. just so angry and feeling sorry for myself.
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