I ended a 6 year relationship with my on again, off again boyfriend 2 days ago. It was an explosive argument and I just told him I was done. I know it was the right thing to do, he was verbally abusive at times. Even though I know I will be happier later, I am hurting so badly right now. He was my best friend for 6 years and now he is gone. We spent all our time together and now I need to fill that void somehow. I am a single mother, have full custody, work from home, don't go out to the bars, not really looking to replace him, just want to be busy and stop the hurt.
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