I recieved some good answers to my question that i posted. This week has been really hard for me because i still feel like i can not trust him. He told me the chatting and e-mails has stop but i just do not believe him. He works at night and this is the time i feel it is happening. Even through he has to sit at a church in his car all night because he is a security guard, on one hand i say what can he do when he is on guard with another women but then i start thinking what if she is coming to see him. Or maybe she is calling him. I have tried to catch him a couple of times but he is always in place. But i still can not shake this feeling. Again i know it's wrong checking his e-mail but i do it because i feel very insecure every since this has happened. He is at work now and i get those feeling again. I did invade his privacy and i was wrong for that and i have tried to break up with him after i found this stuff but he said it was innocent flirting but he never had any sexual feelings or love feelings toward her because he remember the type of person she use to be. This is all complicated. I can not explain it any clearer then this. Please tell me if this 9 year relationship is dome or can we work it out.
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