I have been married for 11 years but we have been together for 15. Our biggest problems are his drinking and our finances. For the last year or so my husband has turned into a regular drunk. He breaks promises, lies, and then feels guilty the next day and claims he's done drinking this time. That lasts about 3-5 days at most. He loves me when he is sober but then calls me a bunch of vulgar names when he's drunk. Lately, he seems to be getting violent to where he throws things or breaks things when he can't get more money out of me to drink some more. It was his choice to not carry an ATM card anymore because he was killing us financially so now he just borrows money from friends and when that runs out comes home demanding more money. Anyways, I really do still love him but I am losing hope that things will ever be normal again. He did go to an AA meeting for the first time last Sunday but guess where he is right now? He was supposed to take me out to dinner tonight, once again a broken promise.
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