Not only was this guy my lover, he was my best friend of 29 yrs. We were planning a future together, had committed to one another. He is working in another state and our only means of communication has been cell phone, he has no land line. A couple of weeks ago, he turns his phone off with no word or warning. Now he calls and tells me it is over with explantion. Just hangs up and turns his phone back off. On a hunch I called a number I had found belonging to a woman who lives in the area he is working in, and HE anwers the phone!!! I should be angry but all I feel is pain, how do you stop the pain!?!?!? I feel so betrayed and emotionally abandoned. I can't eat, don't sleep and thoughts of him plague 24/7. I just can't get around this. Any advice?
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