I asked for divorce. He didn't want it. Said he didn't get married to get divorced. This week I guess he wants it. I've been crying since Sunday. He's been crappy 10 years. This morning he was super dad. I just wanted to hold him in my arms cuz I'm hurting so bad. I KNOW things will go back to the way they were and we've been here before, but how do you do it?? How do you move on?? How do you tell yourself that you're just scared of change and it will be okay?? I just want to go back to last week when he didn't want the divorce....meanwhile, my atty is working diligently on financials. I'm scared.
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