Hi All i am new here. And as like probably the most of you my world is falling apart. The spouse came to bed one eaving ( on the 6th) and said he was miserible and wanted a divorce. I was completely and utterly blindsided. I thought for sure he did not mean it. What did I do? Why did he want a divorce? Did I want to stop it? How did I feel. All these things and more ran though my head. I have been in misery ever since. I have been so stressed out and worried that i cannot eat or sleep. I cannot seem to stop the river of tears either. I am pretty much a stay at home mom with no support. Where do i get a job to pay for living expenses. I have two daughters. And I worry about them and I am upset for failing them. He is thier daddy. Why does he have to hurt us? I have devoted 13 years of my life to him. I have depended on him. I have needed him. He filled that void. And now he has ripped out my heart. He is not cheating nor unfaithful. We have had the typical marital issues about sex and money ect. But I nevere thought he wanted a end. I realize I am grieving. I hurt so much that it is hard to function. I have used the last of what money i could find to hire a attorny. But am I making the right choice? He wants to end this peacefully. But there is no peace in my world right now. I do not have any family or friends close by. The new job I have gotten wont be enough to pay bills. I am so scared.... I feel as if I am drowning and I cannot get to the surface to breath.
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