.....from the woman you love so dear? She loves me. I know it. But she is dating someone else, and tells me she has feelings for us both. Doesn't that make me less? I mean. I am her husband, father of our wonderful son, her best friend that she can always count on, etc. I have a feeling she keeps me roped in for security. She sleeps with him, and although she doesn;t admit it, sleeps with him. How do I end the vicious cycle? I can't get her out of my head. Oh, and EMERGENCY SEX? It may be the the only thing besides time that seems to heal. I have not had the emergency sex, but have moved on to a point of being able to, but then she ropes me back in. HELP!!!
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