..when you don't even know what's wrong? I'm so fucking sad? I don't know a particular reason. It's everything. I miss him so much I can't breathe, I worry about keeping my job. While I'm at work, I'm okay but when I get home, I'm a fucking mess. I don't want to watch tv, hell, I didn't even want to type this post. Because I knew I would just ramble on not making any fucking sense and wouldn't get any help out of it anyway. It's been 2 and a half months since the split. Shouldn't I be somewhat better by now? What the hell is wrong with me? I can't move on, I still want us to be together and happy and I still think it can happen, but I'm so miserable because it hasn't happened. I'm going to shut up now. I'm freakin stupid and not making any sense anyway.
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