keep from calling ex or waiting by the phone for him/her to call? I think we as women are more prone to do this, but men you are welcome to join in. My husband has been gone for a month and a half and not once has he called me. Each time we have talked, I called him. I am so hurt and angry I just want to as the phone company slogan says "reach out and touch" him- not in a good way either. lol I try to stay busy, but soon as I get still I find myself thinking of a reason to call him. I think his leaving and his attitude has caught me by surprise. So, I'm trying to adjust to life without him. He doesn't seem to want to work things out which I can accept. I'm not one to chase after anyone who doesn't want anything to do with me. I just want to shake the feeling of wanting to call him and ask those favorite questions- why, what do I do, can we fix this? I think as women it is our nature to fix things; however, I believe if I have to tell you that you love me and you want to be with me you may come back, but it want be long before you are gone again.
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