I added to my journal today which basically tells my story for today. I want so desperately to take it one day at a time but find myself always looking back and worrying about tomorrow. I keep putting all my emotions on my son and I know that it is not fair to him, even though he is always ready to offer a shoulder to cry on. My weight has drastically dropped. I get hungry but can't eat. I try to start each day by telling myself today will be better, but then before I know it I am thinking about the past and him and wondering if I will ever find a good job. Can anyone give me some advice on staying focused?
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