MY HUSBAND AND I FINALLY GOT TO THE POINT WERE IT'S NOT WORKING TOO MUCH SAID TOO MUCH UNSAID TOO MUCH DONE MORE UNHAPPY WITH EACH OTHER THAN HAPPY.BUT THE LOVE WAS THERE STILL, IS FOR ME NOT FOR HIM NO MORE, HOW DO I GO ON WITHOUT HIM WHEN THE TIME COMES? I GOT SECURED AND DEPENDENT ON OUR RELATIONSHIP I FEEL SO HURT AND HURT HOW DO I DO THIS I FEEL LIKE IM REALLY GOING TO FALL APART OR GO CRAZY ALL BY MYSELF HOW DO I GO ON I CAN'T EVEN EAT OR BE STRONG FOR MY CHILDREN LIKE I NEED AND WERE NOT EVEN SEPARATED YET, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO THEN I MAY REALLY GO IN A DEPRESSION I'M SO USED TO HAVING HIM AROUND.I WAS TRYING TO BE LOVING A LOT IT HIT ME HARD I DON'T DESERVE THIS.
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