I'm not married or anything, but I have been with my boyfriend, Evan for 4 years. We've known eachother for 7. We moved from Philadelphia to San Diego a little over a year ago together, 3000 miles people, and he had given me the indication that he was going to propose an engagement. Well...On New Years Eve, he left me!! I am devistated! I can't stop crying. Now, I am 3000 miles away from my ENTIRE family, and friends, and everything familliar, and I don't know what to do. I don't know how to deal with this, I have done nothing but love him, unconditionally for all of this time, and then he just leaves? How does he just walk away? How can he just give it all up?! It makes no sense! I'm trying to decide whether to move back home or not, except now, I have this great job, and I feel like I might be making a mistake if I leave it. How do I recover from this? I am just full of heartache, and pain. I feel like I can barely breathe. How do I get over it?
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