My husband left me two weeks ago for one of my best friends.......I am still at the shock and sadness phase I cannot get angry I just want him to come home but I knows thats not going to happen. He has said so many bad things to me...did so many awful things while married to me but yet I still stuck around. I thought that was just the ups and downs of any marriage. I just don't know how to move on to be angry to get to the point where I know I need to get this divorce. I barely eat, I rarely sleep, I just sit around waiting for him to wise up and come home....how do I move on to the part where I get over him so I stop making myself so sick????
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