my exew as s sis contacted me last week and i had lunch with her..it was a bitter sweet..missed her and his family dearly but i know know he has moved on..he contacted me too saying he is going here and there..seems like he never was sad for an instant and here i am suffereing.he is having the time of his life partieng probably sleeping wiht everyone in town while i cant even go on a date without thinking of him..i have gone back to no contact because i just feel left empty from the whle thing..My ex from 8 years ago contacted me on a dating website i started and he wants me back.my old self would jump back in the middle of things with him becase the sex with him was the best i have ever had and i have always compared ...I know that if i have sex wth him it wil make the pain wiht my ex and the rejection go away..but i think will be hurting a longer problem..my ex is leading me on telling me he misses me and i think is trying to string me along when his ride is over with the other woman.. I think that is really beneath below..He contacts me and texts me when he is alone and stops when he is with her or whoever..that is clearly leaving me as an option and playing with my feelings..God give me the strength to make me strong and help this pain go away..I have been very self destructive becuase of this.. I need help
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