My husband begged me for a divorce for a year before I actually left. My 11 y/o son and I have been gone for 15 months. During this time he has come back to me only to leave again when he felt like it. He also got a girlfriend and moved her into our home for several months, along with her 6 y/o daughter, until she got a DUI and he kicked her out. I am his 4th wife so I know I should have known better, but that does not help me right now. I am currently in a DivorceCare group through my church and it helps some but I am really having a hard time right now. I have just come to the realization that my hope has been in vain, that he is a cheater and always will be, and that I have to move on. BUT IT IS SO HARD! My head knows I will be better off without him but my heart is having a hard time seeing that. Please help.
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