I WANT SO BADLY TO JUST GET OVER MY EX. WE HAVE A BEAUTIFUL 10 MONTH OLD SON TOGETHER AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS BE A FAMILY AND HE DOESNT. ITS ABSOLUTLY KILLING ME INSIDE. I WISH I DIDNT CARE. HOW DO I GET OVER IT? HOW DO I NOT CARE? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO JUST BE A FAMILY? I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER. AND IKNOW I SHOULDNT WASTE MY TIME BUT HE IS THE FATHER OF MY SON AND I WANT TO BE A FAMILY SO BAD. I FEEL LIKE ITS MY FAULT AND I FEEL LIKE A FAILURE AS A MOTHER. I KNOW I CANT MAKE HIM LOVE ME AGAIN OR MAKE HIM WANT TO BE WITH ME BUT HOW DO I COPE WITH THE PAIN? PLEASE HELP
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