Some days are better than others, but there are these days- like today- when I can't bear to get out of bed, take a shower or function like a normal human being. I just want to hide from the world and either sleep, watch TV or read. Unless I have an appointment or something scheduled, it is difficult for me to face my responsibilities. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. As I said in my last journal entry, I feel like I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, but my mind is still drowning in darkness and I need to get out.
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