He has been with someone else for a year and just told me 2 months ago. I feel that my life has been stolen and that he found someone better than me. I can't stop thinking about it. I feel like if I'm mean when we talk then he will just move on and forget about me. Eventhough, I know its over but there is a piece of me that still wants to believe that he still loves me. I feel like I'm going crazy.
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