I don't understand. I've always been the strong one and he's been weak. He moved into MY house from a decrepit old trailer. I included him in all my family gatherings and traditions, while he didn't want me around his son because I "got in the way of their relationship". He always made me feel unimportant and unwanted. I paid all my bills on time while he struggled with his even though he makes significantly more money than I do. I raised two great independent kids who now have families and good jobs. Yet-I am sitting here crying and missing him. I let him turn me into a shell of the strong independant woman I used to be. How did I let this happen?
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