How is it possible for someone to just stop caring or loving? I miss my husband so much, that it hurts even just to breath. everything reminds me of him. I miss his voice, the warmth of his body, I miss being around him. Yet, I know he does not love me. He has made that very clear. More so, when he said some weeks ago that for the last 10 years he was only playing the part of a good husband. Guess his heart was never in it.He is off with his new love, not knowing what it is like to be lonely or feel the tremendous grief of losing the one person you thought would never leave you. It is so hard to see my husband so far removed from what he used to be. When will I stop loving him? When will the pain go away? Will there ever be joy again? Above all, what is it about me that he could not love me? He would much rather be with another woman who has three kids that are not his and who is also married than with his own wife and child who absolutely adored him and made him the center of our world? WHY? WHY? WHY???
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