I can tell I'm healing for man reasons.Today I noticed another.

As I drove to take my mom to speech therapy,there was roadwork and only one lane of traffic open.We had to sit for 20 minutes waiting for it to open up for our side and there was no raffic that came through from the other side for 15 of those 20.Instead of getting frustrated and pissed off I turned on the radio and watched the trees blow in the breeze.It was nice to get a break in the day.

At the hospital I read the newspaper and there were a lot of really angry editorials about things that just didn't seem all too important.Not important enoughh to get angry about.I thought WOW this is what I sound like when I'm angry about something small.

At the store where I was picking up a Rx and a few groceries,the man in front of the line had forgotten his wallet in the car and his card wouldn't work.He had already had his chicken removed then placed back in his order removed again and added.He just couldn't decide if he wanted it.

The cashier had to place his order on hold in the computer so that she could continue with others in line.It took a few minutes but as soon as it was done he ran back in with his money.She repulled up his order and he didn't have enough cash.There went the chicken again.

The woman in front of me and I had already been exchanging smiles and giggles and the man behind me was getting the PeePee dance he was so fidgety and frustrated.So by now I am laughing and when I get up to the register my card wouldn't work.I offered cash but they were trying to fix the glitch so I waited along with the mexican jumping bean behind me.Finally the system starts working and I pay and leave.

When I got to the car I thought Well at least I got a good laugh.

Stop at the gas station for gas and a water for my mom b/c who knows how long we'll wait in traffic to get through only one lane.A gentleman stopped and held the door to waiting for me to get all the way to the door from the parking lot.Nice right?So I go to pay and another gentleman waited for me to go first.Wow nice again.Then on the way out yet another gentleman opens the door for me to leave.Each time I had smiled and said Thank you.It just tickled me pink to be treated like a lady.

Of course they stop traffic with my vehicle being first in line.Upset?No.Not even listening to my mom piss and moan about what the hell was taking so long.I enjoyed the breeze and giggled watching the other drivers in my rear view mirror get angry.

I must say it's been a long time since I had a day that I could have viewed as mostly shitty but actually enjoyed a few breaks,a giggle or a laugh here and there,and a good breeze passing by.

Yeah I'm getting better b/c that's the real me.Easygoing and happy to be here for what makes me smile.